Gonna die idk why, this kind of fate was meant for me.

Sum 41 title, chill. Although I am quite sure my life span will be short. I know this because I have diabetes and high blood pressure and the fact that I am obese doesn’t help.

I can blame my upbringing, I can blame my depression and anxiety. Yeah they are all factors in this but honestly I just realized that I probably hate myself. It’s like I have no self worth or something. I don’t comfort eat on purpose. It’s like a habit dare I even say addiction. That’s what it feels like.

What am I going to do? I have to do something. I do have kids to stick around for after all. If I can’t love myself I know I definitely love them.

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